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so sleep alone tonight
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woke up at like at 9.30, kinda dragged , so it become 9.45 . by the time i got ready and stuff it was like 10.15? Great la , i tot some people said meet at 10 ? i reached there at like , 10.45? NO ONE PLS, im the first , WOW. so awesome right? LOL. hanged around , went to play with maxie . then people starting coming . after that, walked around . went to the gym . ha, after that, went for lunch . after lunch , played with maxie again . cut-ed the cake and stuff . then went to swim . boo, didn't bring my suit . so, D: bad thing to do . VERY, wl, I didn't bring extra clothes la. i got wet . not i want ok! it's thanks to some people manzxz. Thanks ah, Played till like 4-5++ then we went to grab a bite, after that, the girls went for steam room . WAHAHA, the guys' steam room wasnt working . :D after that, They went back to play with more water. while i sit there and get splash all over again . Sigh , till 6++ then everyone started changing out . so waited for mum to pick me up, ANDREW LOY, I TELL U. I PROMISE ILL GET BACK AT U . JUST WAIT AND SEE! D: HELLO! today, went out the whole afternoon. came home , HAPPY. :D for some reasons, got ready . and left for pasir ris park/beach . had BBQ, played monkey, badminton marathon . ha, for like hours . tried teh drink WHATEVER and ANYTHING. anything is much nicer la. jus came home Gotta go sleep luh . D: needa wake up early tomorrow. >.< Oh ya, my mum bet with me about whether ill sleep in teh car . if i sleep, ill pay her 15 bucks . andd i won! Wheeeeeee! extra 15 bucks! gotta rush! BYE! Ah crap. im coughing like mad. nose blocked . D: how am i suppose to go shopping and service my laptop.. NVM, ill still go. :D i must go . Plus , there's BBQ tomorrow . ah, 5 to .. midnight? whee, i must go for all . only thing ill miss is the most FUN one! D: escape, gotta go Natasha's place .. so , Ahhhhhh, Coughing sucks . now my throat's pain , im coughing like crazy and my nose is blocked. Yeah, and soon ill get sore eyes . heard, sore eyes is passing around schoool . andd im going school to STAY, for -EW- enrichment camp . D: i can't get sick manzxz. Father Lord, Help!! haha, alina calls all this a busy timetable . Not exactly, busy . after this week and camp week. ill be back to slacking . AGAIN, yes , AGAIN . stupid cough . haha, after so much things, finally feel so good . Played neopets! haha, today , played neopets with fel . first, we wanted to name a pet each for each other. Like she make , CHRISTALBELlesbo ndd i make FELICIAlesbo. apparently, Neopets was mean . they sent us a warning letter ! D: ndd not only that, they deleted our pet. so we made new ones. :D Mine, FELICIAthecrazy. haha, after that, we were all crazy about petpets for our pets. HAHAHA, so we went to every petpet shop . we played games to earn $$$/neopoints. :D it's be ages since i had so much fun , as in , with fel. haha, :D welcome fel, i used to play neopets when im young :D EVERYONE JOIN NEOPETS! WELL, IT'S REALLY FUN IF UR BORED heheh, Im still kind of troubled over certain stuff manzxz. But im really glad that i've cleared some . at least , i get my smilies back:D Lets see, i shall not rot in my room . ndd thanks Melisa,Alicia,Chloe,Andrea,Chantal ndd those that cheered me up . um. Wed , i have BQQ . Thurs, Natasha's housewarming. Fri, I've to pack for enrichment camp ndd church camp! still, i don't feel like going to enrichment camp .. D: 6thJune-9thJune, enrichment campD: 10thJune-14thJune, church camp. :D finally, my smilies that finally came back! some misunderstanding's finally cleared! now's school. D: will have to handle.. uhh, Sorry guys , made u all so worried and stuff. ndd thanks Natasha for helping to clear the airs! :D stuff are much better now . really, thanks . I .. I can't smile anymore. what happened to all my smilies in posts,convos and everything . Im trying my best to cheer up. but .. i really can't take it anymore.. Good thing it's teh holidays . that gives me more reasons to stay in my comfort zone.. Camps .. enrichment camp .. church camp .. can i not go? besides, they're one after another . so .. can i jus pon both? i wanna be in my comfort zone .. maybe ill get MC for enrichment camp . quit being game marshall .. then i wont have to go for both . things will be much better then .. At this point of time , i can't turn to anyone .. Well, other than God . no one else .. tho im feeling damn shitty now . but i thank God for letting me see yall' true colours . i rather be loner than to become like yall . which is what is happening now .. my heart has many scars already .. i even have not completely healed scars , but this new scar has covered over them. who can i blame .. i can only blame myself. i blame myself for knowing yall , and letting myself to get hurt over and over again.. Im falling apart, I really hate myself. It's over. I don't understand . why must i be treated like that? Uhhhhhhhh? I jus feel like stop going anywhere.. Not going school, not going church,not going out .. Just stay in my room and rot . at least my room is teh best place i can feel comfortable in. no one is in here to interup me . hurt me , my heart have no more room for disappointment and hurts. maybe things would be better like that .. For myself, and for everyone . I don't wanna care anymore. Say for all i care. Do all the things to hurt me for all i care. im just gonna ignore. Im falling apart, I hate myself It's over. I hate myself Lord, i know you made me like this Im sorry but i really hate myself. i hate myself for having so much problems when im already at sec1 can't you jus find me a place where i can feel comfortable and fit in well? i feel like im from Mars jus landed on Earth to visit. give me goood friends? not friends that betray, pang seh and even gang up to ignore me. i don't wanna be alone neither do i want to have friends that are mean.. D: anw, woke up at like 730 went to school. listened to BOEY talking nonsenses. collected my report book ndd left. oh ya, i passed everything . haaad 4Bs,3Cs :D damn average la! anw, had breakfast. then went home, rest, came online .. then got ready for Ryan&'Cat's wedding! got ready, about 1015, left . reached there . then had the whole thing .. CONGRATS RYAN&CAT! after that, went to level 2 for reception . had fruits, then some noodles,fish and veg. after that, went to church. straight, with our wedding clothes . played around in the Youth Room. after that, had our game marshall meeting without the boys . had cg, then service. after service, had another game marshall meeting WITH the boys. went amara after the meeting bought sushi. then ate it while walking to teh mrt. waited for those coming to the mrt . then we all left for lido . we were all like rushing la we made it in time . it was advertisement when we went in. watching from the first row .. kinda torturing .. quite difficult to watch it . watched POTC. it was good , but some part confusing . don't know la. jus came home . Maybe i don't belong here.. HAPPY BURFDAY YONGWEI! for once,im on the dot for wishing someone ... wait, it's jus belated! ah! damn it! Ooooh la la, im not wearing dress tomorrow! but im wearing skirt .. D: oh well , last min changes, im wearing skirt to teh wedding . anw, jus came back from some charity dinner. REPORT BOOK TOMORROW! D: i bet i failed many subjects.. thank God my mom's not gonna meet boey tomorrow . TAG REPLIES dorcas: Hello:D alina: i know, thats why i said look at the ears not at me ANDREA: Ha, NAUGHTY GIRL. PON CC TODAYY. FELICIA!: well, it's not a bimbo club but it's a retarded club full of bimbos!:D  Ohh la la, i got my Shrek ear already! :D okay, i look horrible but jus look at teh ears manzxz!anw, went for crosscountry today! reached turf city . gathered . then briefing . after that, sec3s went ahead. then our , sec1 turn . i tell u, when we started, i saw sec3 ending already la. My goodness. started, was scrolling with teh whole gang. after that, some people starteed running . -.- we are suppose to walk . but some people broke it . so all of us started runnning/jogging . after that, left about 6 more stations .. walked , and some sec2s caught upp . -.-" i think they sprinted the whole round? ended , i can't believe it , they actually played the song"lose my breath" while everyone was running like siao.. anw, had prize giving and etc. Cooke won . BOO. Right, NO JEERING ha, actully, the run was okay.. it's teh hill part ,where u have to run up teh hill. D: i hate running up hills. so i jus walked up :D after that, wanted to go macs to get lunch and my shrek ears! but, last min.. have lunch with Auntie Nancy and Nicolette, so me,alicia,alina missed our macs meal D: went to the Hawker Centre. then had chicken rice . after that, left. Went to macs! WOOOOOOHOO! got my shrek ears! Finally, wore it, like the whole journey. after that, dropped the chias' home . then went to Auntie Ruth's place . picked up something . then came home . YAY, I LOVE MY SHREK EARS!<33 Should i wear to Ryan&Cat's wedding? haha, im being stupid again . :D But maybe ill wear it. I WANNA WATCH SPIDDY 3, SHREK 3 ANDD POTC! Orh hor, Naughty girls ponning CC today! :D I hate my phone . I hate my phone . I hate my phone . I hate my phone . I hate my phone . I hate my phone . I WANT A NEW PHONE D: Today is teh last day AT SCHOOL :D tomorrow shall be the cross country and im think if i should pon or not . haha, jus kidding . after tomorrow, ill be free for a month! well, other that teh stupid enrichment camp from 6-9 of june .. D: I don't feel like going . this time , it's really gonna be different from gb welcome camp . it's a camp to kill us . :D anw, had boring assembly. . sang the national athem for like thousands of time . and we are not in the film? LOL.. it's like it's boring every assembly la . went back to class then, my class was late for like 30mins? caused the whole level to get tortured by Ms Kaur? yeah, got tortured by Ms kaur . then got tortured again by jamming out bodies . under the scorching sun . i mean, i don't mind the sun but i mind if we have to do bodyjam under the sun . then had recess . after that, went back to class . played, then started cleaning teh class room . walked the whole school BARE-FOOTED, twice. yeah, twice not once,twice. ran across the HOT parade ground . my feet is like burnt la . haha, played while mopping teh class . hehehe , after that, had long nagging session with BOEY. thank God that ill be seeing boey like in another month? i won't be seeing her for 1 whole month! well, ill see her on sat. then no more till school re-opens! WOOOOHOO! yeah, school dismissed. played around , had lunch . then mom picked me,alicia,alina. sent them home . then came home. Gosh, how tired i am manzxz! :D i need energy bar! i jus don't get it. adults nagging .. is it like their habit? lols, anw, had boring stuff during morning assembly . wasn't paying attention .. played a little with Mer . :D after that, went for bodyjam. I MISSED OUT ON BODYJAM FOR LIKE 30 MINS. oooh la la, then had bodyjam for like 10 mins then water break, after that,5 more mins of bodyjam and OVER! so i kinda did only like 15 mins of bodyjam. had recess, then went back to class. had some nagging from boey . and like , she said i was top 5 in class . after that she said not . i was like .. SAY WRONGLY, it's like if i get top 5 in class, the sky will prolly jus drop down . it's teh fact manzxz. anw , she nagged; we played after that, went to performing arts studio . then had lunch with rhondda, y.w,claudia ndd joy . after that,played around and walked around with trina . yeah , mom came to pick me. then went to NTUC. after that, came home :D I told you, Im not a bitch that wants to attract attention like you I don't trust my blog .. It's so scary to write down my thoughts down .. random people jus comes as anoy . and i don't even know who read my blog . i don't think anyone would but .. how would i know? anyways, movie marathon again . but before that, had some shit briefing where we had to sit there and listen to the briefing of our HOLIDAY HW . do i hear a woohoo or boohoo? after that, my class and 1/8 got scolding by that teacher , don't know who and don't care . went back to class. first movie , Open season . slept, played uno , did and talk crazy things . then recess . after recess, second movie, Night at the museum . teh first movie i kinda REALLY watched. after that, happy feet. didn't really focus watching .. only a few part caught my eye .. the rest, BLEH, BORING . after school , went macs with alicia and alina . then came home. yeah, tomorrow, there's 2 hours of teh boring body jam . D: Oh well, Uhhh , actually , i've given more than enough clues thats it's you . but u jus don't seem to get it or u already get it but u don't wanna say? you choose to act innocent? act like u don't know anything and jus leave it.. maybe .. maybe i jus made a wrong choice .. it's time for me to forget and let go? but.. im not like u.. jus let go and never think carefully . i don't wanna regret . maybe im jus too young for all this shit .. but my feelings are so confused .. kinda depressed this whole week .. cos of friendship problems .. maybe im jus meant to be left alone to be a loner? living in my own world.. not giving a damn about people . jus all about me and myself. i don't wanna say it out . i don't want people to pity me . i don't want them to say that im jealous which im not . Im not a bitch that wants to attract people attention like some people.. Ha, I CAN'T BELIEVE IM GONNA WEAR A DRESS. D R E S S DRESS. THIS SAT, AT RYAN&CAT'S WEDDING . AND IM WEARING IT WITH SNEAKERS :D I've never wore a dress since 4-5 years ago? Okay, i mean i wear it everyday as a uniform . my uniform's a dress . but I MEAN those kind of dress that's not uniform? Ah, nvm . TODAY WAS MOVIE MARATHON! ah, but for my class. we watched two boring movies on environment and finding nemo , The good thing is , we're gonna watch more interesting shows tomorrow. Like Night at the museum, Open Season , Happy feet. well, we all watched them before but it's much more BETTER and INTERESTING than those two environment movie .. Had loads of fun during the two movies ... playing around , chatting , listening to music, slacking . Ooooh la la, :D IM LIKE ADDICTED TO FOB'S SONGS<3! 20 more days to CHURCH CAMPP!:D From day one I talked about getting out But not forgetting about How my worst fears are letting out He said why put a new address On the same old loneliness When breathing just passes the time Until we all just get old and die Now talking's just a waste of breath And living's just a waste of death And why put a new address On the same old loneliness And this is you and me And me and you Until we've got nothing left was looking at melisa's blog . so hilarious la this! Hokkien Titanic Scene 1: Jack: Hey siao eh? Me teach you an chua fly, want or not? Rose: Mai lah. I scare leh. Jack: No need scare leh, lai i teach you. Rose: Dont larh, me really scare leh. Jack: Lai larh, stand on the railing, then I hug you. Rose: Like thet huh? Jack: Yah, then hor, spread your arms..Wah lau eh, why so smelly one? Rose: Kan ni na...You say my armpit smell ah! Jack: Wah I buay tar han already larhs! Jack fainted & both fell into the sea.. Scene 2: One fine day, late at night, Jack Duakang was on the deck of Titanic when he heard some loud footsteps. He looked to see what was going on, and he saw a super chio about to jump off the deck. He walked over and tried to persuade her not to jump. Jack: Chio eh, lee si an zua? So late dun sleep do what? What's your name? Rose: My name is Mei Ku, but people call me Rose. Jack: Nah Bei. Why you so chio, but your name like the mamasan at ZhongGuo Chen (China City). Rose: Shut up lah you, I now want to jump. Jack: Why jump? Siao ah you, so chio jump for what? Rose: Aiyah why you so kaypo? I jump you jump? Jack: Wah lao, don't la haiyah. So Jack continued to persuade her for a few hours. After three hours... Jack: Eh dont jump leh, dontt lah, siao ah you? Rose: Aiya, you talk for three hours liao, buay sian meh? Jack: Ya lor, i think oso a bit sian liao. So, please larhs, dont jump larhs.. Rose: Shut-up I am really jumping liao. Jack was tired, so he stopped persuading... Rose: I really jump ah, really ah? Really ah? Really leh. I am not joking lehs, I jump ah! Jack was very du lan after wasting somuch time. So, he kicked Rose's KaCheng and sent her into her waterygrave. Jack: Na Bei, want to jump, jump lah. Na bei wasste my time. Then Jack turned around and he saw the second most beautiful girl on the ship... Jack: Oei chio eh, what's your name? Hibiscus: Me Hibiscus lor. I saw you kick my sister. Hahahahahahhh! Thankyou horhs.She always steal myboyfriends one. So Jack and Hibiscus live happily ever after......... -.- Right.. Im like losing confidents to talk to u. i feel so awkard to talk to u . I tot we used to talk like best buds? but it's like.. I feel so rejected by you Till I find it so difficult to open my mouth? talk like jus asking questions .. maybe yes, but not like best buds.. I don't wanna beg you for teh courage. Jus.. I already feel so rejected from the others, and u here.. doing the same like them.. Nothing much today.. slack at home.. went to church.. had service, after that went to amara with maw. we bought food . then went back for fellowship . honestly, I ate like less that 1/4 of the rice and i didn't finish the black fungis from the dinner.. Shhhhh.. anw, had girls fellowship . after all the fellowships , left. we went to Citi link. went to gelare. then left. quite bored la today . Hanged out a little with Rach. maw had to go, nut didn't come .. so yeah .. Ha, bye. Booo! so tired la. last night went to teh aiport . around 11 plus reached teh airport like 12? then do this and that . reached home at 2 slept , woke up late this morning . so rushed to school . Made it in time .. had assembly. then student forum . then recess after that, back to student forum . then rushed for smss idol . PRIYANKA, u did a goood job la! don't worry. after that , went ...? went back for chapel . after chapel , went back to hall . had assembly. after school , had GB. after gb, mom came and fetch me. bought me sushi too! it's been ages since i ate sushi, or though i can always get them at amara on sat .. but i didn't / ha, anw, very tired. can't elaborate . BUH-BYES.  CREDITS: ANDREA FOR TAKING THE PHOTO. FELICIA FOR ADDING THE TEXT MANZXZ. ME! FOR EDITING IT.XD andrea, is this good enough ? LOL,
thanks _____, what u said did hurt me but at least it woke me up. u started it so , it's considered as u ended it? Haha, now the problem is , how am i suppose to face u tomorrow? Uh? anw, had morning assembly. then free time? after that, Bodyjam again. had recess then movie screening . heard that we're gonna go on a movie maraton manzxz. oooh lala,  .jpg)  Pictures manzxz! Jus this three. Too lazy to add more. Ha, btw, credits to fel and me! Tag Replies: Dorcas:LOL,Im fine with that. Andrea: Right , YOU ARE BBIMBO LA. Even u was not , now u are manzxz. Haha, cos u took the Bimbo taxi! XP Today went to school , with my small file . Nothing to bring whaat. had so called free time , then the dance. wl , the dance damn stupid la. for two hours. ha, anyway, Had recess. then went to performing art studio to watch movie . after that , headed down to somerset . met maween , nut and hannah . then, hannah left. so me, maw and nut went to cine, pastamania. waited for rachg, she's teh only one that has no school pls. and she came late for like 1 hour . So we had lunch , then walked around Orchard . After that, reached far east sat down , had a drink .. then Mom came to pick me . XP BYE PEOPLE . TOMORROW , HAVE TEH STUPID DANCE MANZXZ. I LOVE TEH ZOO! but there were assholes manzxzx. anw, i was teh last to reached serence centre. oh well , i don't have SYF whaaat . ha, we took taxi to the zoo . we had two taxi. there were 8 of us . the bimbo taxi and the cool dudes taxi.. obviously , i was in the cool dude taxi lahzxz. reached the zoo . then we walked like half the zoo. tricia and i got bored liao , then we kinda of influnced? the rest other than risa,andrea and germaine? so we went to children's world first to play . then played. after that ,went to KFC. wl ,saw some stalkers manzxz. assholes lah them. jealous that SMSS netball rocks right . insult us , never die before ah! still insult our school netballers. wl , anyways , after lunch went for more playing again! after that , when we were leaving , the stalkers were leaving too . so we kind of fought during our way out of the children's world . Hehe! scold people for no reason . GILA ! ha, anw finished walking teh whole zoo . we left . risa suggested funan . so we went there. then nothing there , waste 15 bucks sia! so tricia,trina and i left in a cab to school . then from school i came home .. so now home la , SHIT MANZXZ i needa do hw manzxzxz! i used to talk to u as if we were best buds . but now it's like i feel so akward talking to u. i feel confused . i feel hurted. i feel rejected . what exactly do i feel . thanks for the memories<3 but it's time for me to forget them. Now , i'm feeling sad and bored . D: Can you give me the courage to talk to u like we used to? then again , should i be the one begging u to give me the courage .. today nothing muchh la. Happy mothers' day lor! went to farah's place. to swim . then went for dinner. i told u there was nothing much . YAY. ALINA,ALICIA IS COMING TO MY PLACE TOMORROW! ANDD WE ARE ORDERING PI,ZZA! WHEEEE! Ha,looking hyper uh . trust me ,i'm not hyper. i'm confused , rejected, hurt and pissed. Okay, honestly.. I give a damn if ya'll are teasing me or not . or whatever shit . i can tell that i don't fit in . but can someone jus tell me whyy. JUS ONE SIMPLE QUESTION, WHY? my feelings are all confused again . whatever la . if u all really don't like me , jus tell it straight to my face ok.. Don't have to give all the shit acting but at the end of teh day, u hate me what i will say is jus FUCK OFF. Yawn. Ha, went to church myself .. was helping nut do ushering with rachel. then had service.. after that ,we went meriden? for the game marshall meeting .. wanted to catch a movie . but didn't . so we went to cathay . went to wood and wood . then ben&jerrys. after that ,we went to the basement. played retarded games. teh lamest one was umm ji ji umm so hilirous la! made alot of noise luh . haha, so fun la! it's like umm qi qi , tiki tiki tiki tiki, Dong dong dong dong . HAHA, after that wanted to go meet up with teh adults . so took mrt to habour front . then went to catch a taxi. i tell u we were so pissed and fed up by teh taxi drivers . after 40 mins or so, we finally got our taxi. thanks Andrew for paying :D Uhh, we have yet to pay him back.. at last ,went there.. quite sian la. walked around with nut , then she played a game of billard with jon and rachel . after that, left la . auntie Ruth sent me home . Thanks:D jus reached home luh . :DDD byes. Today didnt have any crazyness hahaa. had PE first thing in the morning . was raining! so loved it!one of the reason is becos i love having PE in space! with the air con and the free time! i can sleepppp. so i jus sat on the wheeled chair , lean on the wall and slept . :D had IH . then recess . today is slacko day worhhzszs. Ha, next week have two days holiday anddd no more studying next week! don't what posting shit thing. aye, don't needa study can already! had DOT. then science. after that cheena . lao shi was pissed . anw, had free time . so i followed rako around teh whole level . :D To find some people for some what NP thing . well , i'm not from NP. so :D TO the whatever fenella girl, excuse me . SMPS don't suck,it rawks. do u have a problem? anyhow insult people's schoool . u think u what. expect us to respect u. u also don't respect us , then what. we have to say ur school sucks ah . LOL. anw, took 153 with eva. yeahh, SLACK WEEK NEXT WEEK ! Ohhhhhhhh, Who lives in a pineapple under the sea? I'm gettingg hyper ! this morning was CRAZYY la . went to schoool . wanteed to explain to some people about some stuff .. then before i could even explain, they all left to my class la . to look for hushvini , my class was like CRAZY. it's like showflat. everyone going in scolding/talking or whatever to hushvini . my goodness la . it was so CRAZY! anw, had maths . i got A2 for maths .. D: anw, then had music.. after music, we had recess .. uhhhhh, then D&T? haha, everyone was so fed up la . had LAP, everyone acted like nothing happened . then had cheena . super funny la cheena. but that doesn't mean cheena rawks . cheena the subject still sucks! :P anw, had lunch . then came home . so tired la. very confused and fed up la ...... HEYYY, Damnit la . theres this news that BOEY's gna look thru our friendster. what shit la. thanks to somebody ... grrrrrr . anw, had contact time= free time . then LAP,. we went to the lab for the IT lesson thing .. then common test. aye, i'm gonna fail my maths .. anw , had recess .. then maths .. after that , IH. then science .. went to macs after school .. then came home . :D too confused to elaborate.. Ha, surprisely, i'm doing my maths now . oh well , everyone make ur friendster pirvate! AHAHA! andd don't link ur blog/myspace at ur friendster! WTF. i jus feel like bursting into tears. i don't know why . there's so much things going thru my mind alright . anw , had assembly .. then free time cos of MS. after that , Eng encounter at class . nothing much la. we told boey we'lll study for the maths test later. HA, anw,had maths .. did teh test . i tell u i'm gonna fail . fail is the word. oh well , had recess after that . we had recess standing la . the whole canteen was crowded . couldn't find a seat at all . poor us right .. had LAP.. went to the LAB.. to do the supermom thing. then had science . after that, cheena . we spent the whole time getting scolding and trying to get into groups . HA, after that, Myra gave me donut ! hey ! it's ain't some kind of ordinary donut ok! :p be jealous! it flew here from Australia! Wheee! thanks myra!<3 came home .. now slacking la. don't even know if there's hw .. BAH. HELLO. :D SUNDAY.. went to my aunt's place .. her child first month partie . and blahh .. after lunch , went to walk around simei shopping place? yeah, then went to popular and bought some stuff i need . anw , after all this things , went home .. then went to church for the church camp meeting. and i got a job ? it's kind of important? set up of the laptop and controlling the laptop? i think? anw , i think i'll be join the game marshalls? according to nut ? i can join them cos she's short of people .. so now , oh well .. have to confirm .. after that,went to aunt jac's place. had dinner . then me and farah went over to nut's place .. for visit . her dog is so cute! andd her house is so nice! all black and white! apparently , she's alone at home with jon, the maid and the tutor? ahaha , after that, left .. and came home .. MONDAY! had boring assembly.. then free time! after that was maths .. i was doodling on my calculator with my permanent(spell?) marker... Oh well, who cares if my calculator is ruined. :D had recess .. bought my cardboard.. then had science.. after that ,art. art was quite shitty. anw , had LAP after that . then IH . my mum came to pick me ! so came home .. yeah , quite slacko.. anw , HW ! HW! HW! AH! i don't understand . seniors get to go home right after their exams and we teh sec1s have to wait till school ends when we don't have exams .. why not no exams= no school ! :D damn sian la . i don't know why . jus feel so extra and so.. nvm , aye, i've been denying to myself that where ever i go , i can fit in . but i have to face it that it not true . i am extra where ever i go . well, that's prolly the fact . anw , slack at home from morning to noon . then went to church .. service .. then went to amara for dinner . everyone went home to study .. EXAMS . well , so sian la . everyone busy studying .. after dinner and some chatting , took mrt to taka and met my mum . then we came home .. aye, too sian to elaborate .. and i'm in a very comfused mood la . i don't know where the hell i can fit in la. every where i go it's cannot fit in lor . i know it seems that i fit in everything so well . but it's so untrue . i used to think i can fit in , so i jus tried . but it seems like it's not working and it will never .. jus one word- REJECTED. tag replies melisa: Ohkay . Secondary is ____ing shit . it's true . Base on true story! hahaa, base on what i've experience and what my friends have.. I CAN COMFIRM THAT SS. D: anw, for once PE was nice.. cos Mr Tan wasn't around .. we played Husband and wife for almost an hour . :D and like everyone was sabo-ing me.. the person that ran the most was nicole la . and the secondd was me ? D: then had IH. was rather giddy and had a very very bad headache . so rest during IH, but managed to listen during the lesson . :D had recess after that, recess was fine . PERFECLY FINE :D had DOT , then GS. then mt . Chinese is jus sucky la . oh ya, today was like .. Lao shi said that if you did not bring ur textbook you have to stand . so i stand for 5-10 miins? then i went to check my bag . after that i was like, i saw the book and i shouted out : Eh lao shi! i bought the book . then i sat down . and lao shi stared and me and started laughing . i was like .. WHAT'S THE FUNNY . anw, had free period. did our chatting and stuff .. after school , went for lunch .. stayed back . some stuff happened .. anw , LAURA, CHEER UP AND DON'T WORRY:) RISA, CHEER UP TOO OKAY? after that, mum came to pick me up , so came home . :DD I WANT TO STAY UP LATE TODAY! WHICH I CAN! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! tag replies FELICIAA: i bet u found it already . MELISA: i know :) u're trying to say that i'm the best blogger u have ever seen right:D updates everyday and UNDERSTANDABLE. YAY! Ahhhhhhhh~ Enjoying Bens&Jerry now ! XP. anw,had maths first time in the morningg. then music . music was kinda fun .. then recess, recess was kinda crazy . But i heck. had D&T after that . finally finished the project! jus needa complete the painting .. grr . anw, had LAP after that . OH , and we totally forgotten that is was BOEY's burfday . ahahaha ! anw , i don't care . :D after that was MT. MT , was sucky . lao shi is as usual.. scolding us .. anw , stayed back after school . did the d&t project .. ahahha , so guai right ? LIKE REAL . hahha, :D anw ,came home .. slack lor . don't even know what's da homework . wait , there isn't any hw right? XP Oh well, I've realised that a lot of people that i know from primary school , has been swearing a lot ever since we came over to secondary school . even those TRUE innocent one also swear la ! see the impact a secondary school can give? thats why i say they can't blame our primary school. we love our primary schoool loads ;\ the teachers from primary school are tons time better than secondary school teacher la ! D: i miss primary school .. HELLO. Today suck. i was sneezing the whole day. D: not funny, now that i took panadol , the sneezing has stopped but my nose kinda hurts .. cos i press my nose whenever i sneeze . so it's like more than a 100 times i press my nose . went to laura's class in the morning, collected and paid for the cookies ! yummy! <3 shared with alicia(she had like 2 bites of every cookie .), alina& felicia . anw , today was raining , so we had Morning assembly in the classroom . Boey kept asking us to sing louder. but none of us listened? and she started nagging and stuff . after that , had IH lessons . then common test . Oh well, science. Do U think i'll pass? anw , had recess . recess sucked . i was sneezing the whole recess . my nose was very red . After recess ,was maths . didn't focus on the topic . was kinda slacking; almost falling asleep. it's not the lesson that's boring . it's my body is that tired. D: after maths was .. IH? yeah , IH. apparently , Mdm Azizah is pissed with us .. Firstly, cos only a handful of pupils passed the IH common test 2? secondly , we were damn noisy . OH WELL,for me, being the girl that always being pick by mdm azizah .. which makes me kinda lose interest in IH.. but surprisely , i passed . Anw , had science . science , we went to the lab . was fun , but too lazy to elaborate .. still having a slight running nose even tot i had panadol .. after school , had lunch with the twins . then mum pick me up , and we went to NTUC. bought my stuff . and surprisely , mummy has agreed for my dinner tonight to be Chasoba . and to eat Ben&Jerry after dinner! Wheeeeeee! Oh well , FAT GBB IS GETTING FATTER D: oh ya, thanks to those that gave me letter! will reply you all soon ! and thanks for those who showed care! special thanks for YongWei for accompanying me during recess , and for the tissue papers! and thanks JooWee for giving me tissue papers too! sorry for keep asking the two of u ! :D Tag Reply . Chantal: Sure, link me too :D Anyone : Who's free for a movie? Sigh, it's like almost everyone's having exams now .. well, for other levels .. and church friends , most of them .. it's such a bad time to go watch movie ? i missed a few good movies! i don't wanna miss SpiderMan too! Anw ,Adios . Haaaa, i find it so hilarious man! at 2-3am this morning , i was on my bed ,playing with the laptop . then i fell asleep . around 5.30 i woke up ,finding the laptop still on .. so i hurried switched it off and went back asleep and woke up at 8.30 this morning . and rushed to church for the workshop thing. quite interesting .. but surprisingly , those that i thought would have gone did not turn up . Oh well , anw , the workshop was interesting .. Yeah , and stuff la. too lazy to elaborate . XP anw, here's ,my letter to:______ again . To:______ i don't know what happened , but i hope u can share it with me like what we used to do . can u tell me why are u staring at me but on the other hand ignoring me.. I really hope we can clear this misunderstanding ? i've jus join u all , not very clear what's going on .. so .. I don't wish to have this type of misunderstanding right after i join ? Lets clear this up soon yeah? and God Bless:D |