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so sleep alone tonight
GBB♥14 05/11/1994 SMPS/SMSS GirlsBrigade It's rather hard to earn my trust now. Why do you always attract me? |
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annoyed annnoyed annoyed. i meant , if you're happy just say it uhh. what's the problem of hiding and then tell people , you want people to think yall the victim and we're the devil is it. :/ anywaysssss, today was fun fun fun. well , i meant the study date. :D woke up like 730 la, was so stoney. haha, went school , met nat we waited for kai wei, then we waited for claudia. Fifi couldnt join us cos she was sick , get well soon yeah partneeeeeer (: letsssss seee, alright. i'll be honest, yes, we didnt not study thru out we got distracted by gamesssssss, camwhoring and etc etc. hhmm, had kfc for lunch. we ordered delivery, :D the guard so IRRITATING. the perfects dont even care if our shirts were tugged in or not cos we aint exactly wearing school shorts. the guard wanna be extra and scold us. :/ we lunchedd , i saw primary school teachers! yay, i didnt had to go primary to visit them . they came to visit me. kidding, Miss Wang treated us to the dessert , what? cheng ting right? something like that, we played around at upper room too. :D after study date, kai wei's parents sent me to the nearest mrt. and went church. had ushering, etc. etc. subway for dinner, waited for mum at bk. etc. etc. Birthdaysssssss, TOO MANY OCT BABIES. i tell you , _______ cannot be trusted. HE TRICKED ME OKAY. i shall not trust him anymore, :D byeeeeee, teh tarik+milo is niceeeeeeeeeeeeee. pictures,  HO HO HO. I was reminded to blogggg, ALICIA CHIA. today was CHINESE exam! Paper 1& paper 2! guess whaaaaaat? I slept during paper2! hahaa like, doing one question then sleep then wake up , do the next question then sleep. and it went on and on and on till i finished the paper, and i slept thru out for 30 mins :D HAHAHA. okay, after schooool. Mummy bought the twins, rhondda and me to chinatown. ahaha, i didnt want to go to the market. so we went chinatown point! macsssssss, yeap. after lunch, we were walking back to the car to meet my mum. apparently, she was in the building too. so suddenly she appeared. HAHAH. this is went things started, alina was walking with rhondda at the back. i was walking with alicia and my mum was infront of us. so i was like, tugging my mum's shirt and calling: AUNTIE! AUNTIE! AUNTIE! yeah , i was calling my mum auntie. then this kapo auntie infront of my mummy turned back and look at my mum and told my mum that alicia and i are calling her, can she heard? HAAHHAHAHAHAA. i tell you, alicia and i were laughing like SIAOZHABORS la. the auntie damn funny la! my mummy was like , @_@ then she told me, YOU AH! make people think that im very arrogant. ignore pitiful students! AHHAHAHAHAHAH. okay, lap paper tomorrow. lap isnt as stress as chinese. :D yayyyye, study date this saturdaay Byebye, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. Chinese end of year tomorrow, WTH WTH WTH WTH. im gonna die la, i realised that actually if i use my heart and mind to study chinese it isnt THAAAAAAAAAAT difficult. :D i meant , i see the shou what ? aye, the vocab handbook. the words all quite okay, i mean maybe cos they had english translatetion. okay whatever, i really shouldnt be blogging now. my fingers hurts now cos im rush typing. off the the shou whatever! it helps me a lot la. thank God, Goood luck to all EOYS. dear heavenly father, im sorry im chiong-ing only at this time but please, help me! ahhhhhh, im gonna die of heart attack manzxz help ! thank you Lord! :D AMEN! 0kay, GBB. stop typing and go study la , wth!
HOHOHO. im annoyed by my mum again. -breathes in and out- AHH. soon or later, im break out. i feel like screaming my lungs out la. stayed back today, had some fun luhs ah :D bitching about some people, doing some pranks and studying. I thank God for people like Meliaaaaa! :D haha, im like almost dying about my mum and she's encouraging me with loads of encouragement, <3 hmmmm. Boey's on another 2 weeks of mc and ah, CHINESE EOY IS JUST THIS THUR. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. im gonna die die die die die die die die die die. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, -breathe in and breathe out- gbb relaxzxzxzz, RELAXXXXXXXXXXXX. shit shit shit, im gonna ddie la. okay, birthdays coming rightttttttttttt. presents, sorry. Dorcas, i still owe one. exams here , im gonna try to buy presents whenever im freee okay? :D fine, i know saying this is bad. but FUCK. im serious la, what's the problem lah im gonna fail my chinese EOY. my mum's giving tons of stress la. irritating me too. yesterday night damn pissed already today threaten to disappeared. I dont need you to disappear la just put me in some orphanage then you'll be happy , richer and lesser burden right. GO LA, keep saying you're my closest kin. so? lemme quit schoool, go follow my dad or whatever. at least, he can gimme freedom right. no one forced you to bring me to the party right. AYE, fine. all my fault la, anyways i apologise to you already. so i've given in okay! D: i dont bear grudges. Nice people, do not bear grudges. :D hahaha okay, i know it's rather lame, the first part is so depressing and the second part it's like .. :/ haha okay, :D anyways, bye bye. I shall not be vulgar on my blog.
say, maybe it's all my wishful thinking. i didnt expect you to be like that, maybe, i really do not know you enough. you're so fickle-minded. what's the point ? you shared things with me, trusted me. i trusted you, and we thought we knew each other well? but looks like i was wrong. now, im like what? a stranger to you. yes, you are a stranger to me. whenever i walk pass you or whatever, i wouldnt even know it's you and bother to say hi or anything. and when you're happy, you smile and say hi and sometimes ask kindly : Oh , how's life? I mean, if you wanna continue acting, please go ahead but not to me. i dont like people acting. when im walking with my close buddies, you walk pass alone. sometimes, i feel bad alright. like, i've left you out or anything. but i forgotten tons of things, i dont have to give a shit. so just like, leave it la. keep it like that, i'll be happy. you will be happy, everyone lead their happily ever after life. Yay, wow. so happy! :/ sometimes things cant be forced, so dont force me. Today must be camwhoring daaaaaay. :D Went to schooooooool. Rahh, i was so scare that i had freaking butterflies in my stomach la! had my cheeena oral. AHHHHHH, I FREAKING SCREWED THE READING PART LA! i didnt know how to read tons of words and i kept laughing, I DONT WANNA FAIL YKNOW, i got a big fat zero for my recent chinese common test becos i was absent. I DONT WANNA FAIL MY EOYs. AHHHHHHH. after oral, met kai wei and natalie thats when camwhoring starts and ah studying. Seriously, i didnt understand a single shit on the paper. Im gonna dieeeee. D: anyways, after that went Orchard with Carrieeeee! Carrie, im so sorrry i caused you to be late but thanks (: went York , waaaah. it was colourful. Anyways i sat at 27! yeaaaaaaah, hm after anniversary, went to the party of ... sorry i forgotten how to spell his name. :D anyways, yes! the surprise party, SURPRISE! Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you. blah blah. i cabbed home after that, was too tired and lazy to take mrt. :D here are the pictures yo, yes there are some that's not with me.       That proves that we really were studying !                       Okay, it was the start of attempting to get a full view of 4 of us thru top view.. First Attempt.  Second Attempt. Third Attempt. Fourth attempt. Fifth Attempt.Uhm , i kinda lost the sixth one. Seventh Attempt!  Eight Attempt. Manzxz, when is it gonna end be a sucess? YAYYYYYE! sucessss! random. Last picture to finish it off! everyone's so tired expect me! :D Yayyyyee, had happy times with kai wei and nat and carrie. HAHA. :D HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYO; Finally, back to school. Schoool's the same, well it seems the same as being at home cos it's like we have loads and tons of free period only that i'll have more if im on mc. :P Yayyyyyyyye, i got my awesome black jacket everythingwasokay today, other than A GHOST ATTACKING ME. hahahha. EOYS AHHHHHHHHH. im like talking about EOYs but i dont anything about it. ah , boey's coming back tomorrow. I still dont get why she needs to take such a looooooooong break. Anyways, i shall not comment on anything. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, HEYYYYYYYYYYO; thanks loveliesssss, Im much much better now. I should be going back to school tomorrow unless something happensss. hmmm. Mugging starts tomorrow i guess, but my mum still allows me to get my jacket :D JUST MY JACKET. anyone cares to come? Good Luck for EOYs Esther. Feeeeeel the stress esther, EOYS are just next weeeeeeeeeeeeek. AHHHH. OMGGGG. Trust Godddd. stomach flu again , ): now im mc for two dayssss. so i'll only be going to school on thurs guys, sorry. sigh, had high fever and massive headache yesterday, so just slept thru out the whole day. D: i thought about it lah, (p.s this has got nothing to do with my sickness. just some random thought) if one day i would die, what will happened? And , do i have the pride to go to heaven. HAHA. like i mean , i admit i've done loads of bad things and GOOOOD things okay! Good things like - 85% Bad things like - 15% Im guai okay! okay maybe the truth is, it's good - 75% bad- 25% EH! at least i admit righttttttttttttt HAHAHA. But God has been good to me la, he has given me loads of goooooood things. blessed me a lot la. so nothing to complain. :D im gonna go off lah, on mc still must mug a little right. D: im sick again, i dont like lahhhhhhhhhhhhh. SO ANNOYING. today morning , woke up feeling damn awful. then during maths, i rested thru out. im suppose to start mugging la! Xu Ling bought me the general office, where is reallly nice Auntie/Admin attended to me and lemme rest at the sofa in the office. i slept for like 1 over hour or so , then the pain was still there la, so i told the really nicee Auntie/Admin and she said okay, she' ll call my mum, AFTER SHE ASKED PERMISSION. so weird k , when someone is sick and needs to go home. still need to ask for permission. anyways, Major approved and my mum was coming. went back to class t get my bag and stuff. class wasnt in the classroom so i went to D&t room. ANDDD THE MDM YOW SCOLDED ME! she said i every mon i sick, cos last week i was on MC. and today i was skipping DT so yeah , :/ i didnt care and went to find natalie to gimme the key. thenn she followed me back to class and go get my stuff andwent back to office. my mum FLEW to school la! went home, and slept. woke up , then slept. and woke up again , now my head's spinning. im feeeling freaking cold and my body temp is rather hot . anyways , i wanna go off. byebye, HEYYYYYYYO, :D i find my mum really lame yknow, { i was barking along with my neighbour's dog.} I: [woof woof] M: sigh, i pity you yknow. I: [still woof-ing] why? M: you are so lonely that you talk to a dog. who's your mum. I: :/ sigh, cheeena oral next week streessssssss. haha, TODAY. Cheow yee cheated my feelings! and i Cheated Sandra's feelings ! hahahaha, I MISS SPG. so cute la the kids thre, yknow what? today kym told me that two kids were looking for me. so sweet , sigh. too bad i had cheena oral this sat or else i could have gone to SPG. D: went Gluttons Bay for dinner, and it started raining! lol , we all ran under the UMBRELLA ELLA ELLA EH EH EH. okay, stop it . we just stood there and eat lah, haha Most of us were girls, so Auntie Carlise was saying , Girls can take rain more than Guys. Guys ah , aiyooo. hahaha went starbucks after that, and Sandra and i accidentally PANGSEH cheow yee. Sorrrrry, then me, feeling baddddddd. wanted to go back with Sandra but Sandra , that lazy bum! haha, kidding. anyways, I walked back to gluttons bays to meet cheow yeeee. and Cheow yee wasnt going to starbucks. and my mum's picking me up from Starbucks. so i had to go back to Starbucks! sigh, anyways, yeah went back , chit chat . and some brother&sister invaded into my phone! who knows what they did :/ waited for my mum . yeah etc etc. tooooo lazy yo, i still wanna go shopping shopping to destresssssss. pictures, there are more but too lazy and there's on with claudia but i look awfully awful. well actually i look awful in almost every picture.    bye bye! <3 Sigh, exams are like in a few weeks time and CHINESE ORAL IS JUST NEEXT WEEEEK. im gonna ddieeeeeeee, D: it's at least a few A's to express lah , wl , i cant even get a pass for my chinese la. anyways, i got my new phoneeeeee. Sony W880i. :D it's awesome okay, i tell you . it's damn cool , it's rocks my smelly socks. hahhha, I still need shopping, feel the stress esther, feel the stress! :/ chinese oral esther, chinese oral! BOEY'S PREGNANT , BOEY'S PREGNANT! ah, she should be pregnant at jan this year. then by now her waterbag prolly bursted, (: hahahaha, okay kidding . I've changed my number all! so if you dont have my new number, come ask me okay? :D Hello (: i've decided to try using a bigger font maybe you will be able to see clearer. Yayyye, finally im changing my phone. My current phone sucks lah , sucks to max. hmm. Im deciding.. sony w850i k800i w880i which one? or other brands? nokia? Ah , whatever. today was just sucky lah, BOEY made me do 60 squats and staand the whole lesson, Mr Tan made me stand outside 1/2 which is opposite my OWN class. and ah, CHINESE oral's next weeeek. D: sorry Kai wei, i'll link you okay. (: IH homework, Science file, LAP homework and what else? AHHHHHHHHH, BOEY IS PREGNANT! hahhha, shit, im tearing. cos of the onions. HAHAHA, seriously lah, my eyes hurts now and it's like tearing unknownlessly.( if there's such a word:P) byebye, I WANNNA GO SHOPPPPING. i dont careeeeeeee, hello hello ((: im sick today , yeah so i did not pon school okay. it's mc :/ okay, i just did and eat whatever the doctor told me NOT to. :D okay whatever, im being lame and stupid. byebye ((: O_O cooool , the teevee show that some part of korea has this ice cream thats like 32 cm looooooong. i wannnnnnnnt , ((: okay, it's high time i update about my life and change my blog. hm. tag replieeees, Dorcas - Hello(: Hmm, yeah. i will , (: Chantal - Goooooooood ? i dont even wanna have CHINESE oral ): Oh well, Good luck with the results. Celia - Celia? like Celia from 1/8, from the Eduplus chinese tuition thing? O_o , okay. Felicia - FELICIA , :/ why are you always LAME. Carolyn - what game, :/ Okay, yeah some stupid game. im not gonna bother to copy the rules and all . just do it lah, SEE CAROLYN , IM GIVING YOU FACE. hahaha, 10 weird/ whatever things about myself. hmmm. 1. I gorge myself in ice cream and chocolates when im real pissed/angry/bad mood/sad. 2. Im online most of the time, unless im out. 3. I always wish i get sick , and when i get sick i regret and dont wanna be sick anymore. Yes, fickle minded. 4. I hate chinese and i will never like/love it. Neither do i wanna say it unless in chinese class and oral :/ 5. I throw my tantrum at my mum and everyone at the salon after i cut my hair. for no reason 6. I get irritated by my mum easily and she get irritated by me easily. 7. I like to keep everything to myself. 8. I can stay in the room the whole day, never leave the room. 9. I'll scream and cry to the pillow when i down. Pillows are my best friend. 10. I like challenges but im scare of them. ((: life is now stupid , like freaking stupid. my head's like spinning round and round and round. im like in yknow those tea cups but like the power is way way more than max. no, seriously . aye, dont feel like blogging anymore. Name one person from A-Z. A- ALICIA! (: B- Brenda C- Chloe D- Dawn ? E- Eva F- Felicia G- God! H- Harry Potter? I- Iris J- James K- Krystle L- Laura M- Melia N- Natalie O- Oreo? some bimbo's dog?(: P- Priyanka Q- Qian Ni? R- Rhondda! S- Siew woon T- Tjow U- V- Victoria W- Winnie X- Xavier Y- Yan hui Z- Zebedee? How many siblings A has? - Alicia one ? What does B sms you about? - Brenda Uh classmates' number ? What is C's nickname?- Chloe Clover How did you get to know D? - Dawn School. Name 3 of G's Best friends: - Goddd ! Uh Everyone ? Does H know I? - Harry Potter & -Iris If Iris knows Harry potter, it's will be ! What if J turns out to be your enemy? - James Um, maybe we're already ! haha, just kidding. Under what condition will K & L getmarried? - Krystle & Laura hahaha, i guess they're straight? How many people do you know with M's name? - Melia Zero. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N? - Natali I never even talked on the phone with her before. i mean like chatting kind of thing Do you think O knows P? - Oreo & Priyanka A dog and Priyanka? :/ How geeky is Q? - Qian Ni idk ? i dont really know her. Is R popular? - Rhondda I guess so (: What happens if S likes you? - Siew woon It's okay, cos she loveeeeeeees me a lot right (: How are you and V related? - Victoria my cousin's girlfriend? Do you take W more than a friend? - Winnie LOL. Im straight please! When is the last time you met X? - Xavier Uh never? Of A-Z, which one do you love the most? God lahhhhhhhh! Have you loved and confessed to any one in A to Z? God! wth. D: feverishgiddytiredpukeypain feeling. idk la, my head is like spinning like crazy my stomach hurts like @#$@#%@^%#^%&#!#!#! Im like about to tear apart. the dentist just now earlier in the morning was so freaking rough . im at claudia's place now, :/ they're like all making loads of noise. aye, bye. yknow, mum's nagging at nonsensical things. i get so pissed up la. i just love it when we in the car, i go ecstacy high. :D then it's like my mum, the twins we're all laugh our asses out . hahah. yesterday was just pure awesome , went for CIP. there were loads of kids. for some reason , yeah. Tons of them just suddenly appeared. the awesome part was after lunch :] Miss Ling promise to follow carolyn and me to buy BRA! har har. after that,carolyn and i went vivo! we told ourselves to just window shop and not buy ANYTHING. apparently , we broke it. har har. we bought this turtle keychain , she got the gold bell i got the green bell. our matching keychains :] oh , and i bought new socks. black new ones. i cant believe i forgot to buy my shoelace. D: after that, we walked around. and went our favo! TOYS R , I BOUGHT SPONGEBOB! a giantic one :] after shopping, i want more shopping ! nvm, 1 week of holiday. shopping. went church our cell is wearing RED for anniv went amara. etc etc etc. i need a new phone somehow it's just so suprising that im missing you. so odd . |
