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so sleep alone tonight
GBB♥14 05/11/1994 SMPS/SMSS GirlsBrigade It's rather hard to earn my trust now. Why do you always attract me? |
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Lol. Alina, Fazeena & I totally skipped morning assembly luh. Wahaha, (: Hmmm, something happened about a weeek ago. And what I can say is that, you're such a big fat liar. I mean, I trusted you. I pitied you and in the end I found out that actually they are all lies. What the crap? And I say that since $&*^@%@#$!@$ years ago, I didnt really like you. okay, maybe a lot of people hate me too and I may not have much rights to say anything or like i dont like you whatever kind of thing. But Im still gonna say it, I mean like URGHHHHH. I dont know lah, I dont know how to put it. Okay you know what, I dont know how to say and I dont want to say anything alright. Anyways, I realised. Okay, maybe not all. But so far, in the society. The ones that gets rejected the most are fat people like me. Okay, lets say it in the nice way. Those not so average weight people, yeah. I mean like, maybe Im sensitive or whatsoever. But what I see is most of the not-so-average-weight people gets rejected like ##$%%$^$&@$@&^$& times. And certain things, maybe people wouldnt really say because they're not so straight foward to say are often said behind people's back. okay, maybe some people disagree with me. If so then just ignore and take it as it's me or my opinion of thing yeah.  Cool stuffff! W960i! It's gonna be mine, well I wish. I shall start saving up and prolly wait for this current phone to be spoilt. Wahahaha, but eh it's already cranky kz. Just that sometimes it's useable so yeah. (: go check this out, :D Drops of Jupiter by Train
Wahahaha. Mer was saying how good Jumper was, and I serious think I wanna go watch it. As in, it seems interesting. Anyways, today was okay. The welcome party was okay, Cell was okay, lessons were okay. Other than Miss Wang, she and her issues again. I mean dude, she never fails to have issues. :/ Oh crap, I have a sudden craving for soybean milk. Random but yeah. At this time, Jollibean would prolly be closed. HAHAHA, if not I dont mind going to Redhill Mrt to get it. :D Anyways, back to today. I somewhat felt that the welcome party this year is kind of screwed. Like really screwed, maybe not to yall but to me yeah its screwed. Screwed BIG TIME. I mean, it was quite sucessful but certain parts were screwed. Oh oh oh, today during English test. We werent supposed to talk but who cared? Anyways, Dawn and I were talking like crap luh. We were stuck with the crappy racist comprehension crap that we gave up and started talking crap. And we were saying what if the two of us just each eat a staple bullet and we'll both die. And the next day, newspaper would come out headlines: Two girls named of Dawn Chua and Christalbel Gan from St Margarets Secondary School died from eating a staple bullet each. It was said that they were under a care of a teacher yet this incident happened. WAHAHAHAHHA. We were laughing and laughing during the test where there was awkard silence luh. :D Anyways, I somewhat feel that you changed a lot too. I mean like, I dont know lah but your behaviour now is so different from the real you. Or Maybe you thought I changed too? I learn never to fall in love, never to day dream on useless things.
Today totally rocked, Im chao happy! Hahahaha, CHAO sounds so odd. Anyways, PE wasnt screwed! But it's bad, Miss Kaur wants to do recording of us dancing. Not cool, NEVER WAS. OH OH OH, THE MOST AWESOME MIRACLE IS THAT I PASSED MY CHINESE TEST! AND WITH UNEXPECTED MARKS. DOOOOOOOOOOD! WOOOO! :D I got 41! Over a 50! :DDDD Ehhh, for my standard damn good already. But the paper was damn easy luh. The highest is like what 49, I think those pros all would own the paper. WAHAHAHA.Hahahah, very high now. Hohoho, Im very happy also because there wasnt ENGLISH lessons today! I didnt had to see MISSS WANG. (: Hmmm, Welcome party this friday. Kind of starting to feel the stress, like what it turns out screwed. ): Anyways, this whole week is filled with tests. I had cheena yesterday, IH today, Science tomorrow, Lit friday and Maths on Mon. RAWR, I just came back from the Gym! I went to the gym with Christina today, damn shiok. :D Im sorry, Yongwei! I couldnt help mix the songs for you, but jia you for your group! :D All of a sudden, I feel so cheena. Hahahaha, oh well. Go listen to this song, it's really good and touching. This is the live version, I prefer it rather than the original. Oh well, you can try. (: It's WHY by Nicole Nordeman.The lyrics are really good, :D HAHAHA, my mum came into my room and told me she was laughing her hand off after reading my message. Cos she told me in her message : Sorry, u go ahead. Still working. eat yourself ok? I knew she meant by I'll have to eat dinner myself(which i didnt). I sent her back a reply teasing her saying, : Eat myself, siao ah. Why would I want to eat myself. Hahaha, Im not leaving yet anyways. HAHAHAHAH, O: Im finally blogging! Hahaha, I meant I accidentally spoilt my keyboard and using the on screen keyboard totally sucks to the core. Like seriously, doood. Hmmm, oh well. Friday was horrrrrrribe, Mrs Shum made our whole class write 100lines. Miss Wang was making a big hu-ha about the stupid lame whiteboard shit thing. I mean please lah, it's just a whiteboard. :/ There wasnt a need to make a big deal out of it and let so many teachers know and make us late for assembly causing the whole school to stare at us and made us ran to the hall like friggin mad cows. And what, reflection thing when those that confessed already confessed. :/ yknow somewhat, Miss Wang has to have a problem with a certain class every year. And the unlucky me has already been the class that she gets into trouble with twice. I certainly hope that next year would be a better year. Anyways, yesterday was fun. I was having early morning chats with mer on the phone, and I met her later part of the day. Where we went shopping, (: AND WHERE I GOT FRIGGIN CHEATED. OMG, yknow. I bought this necklace at 20 bucks and I saw the exact same one at 5 bucks in another shop. I swear, 77th streeet is a scamm lah. ): I got cheated for like 15 bucks, never was cool. Oh after walking for long, Mer and I got bored and we decided to go over to Brenda's place to play WII! It's damn cool lah, we were all going crazy. Hahahaha, today was okay. Other than ENGLISH, where Miss Wang talks about what happened on friday. :/ Oh talking about friday, I went Xiu Hua's place for cell ! I tell you, her house is damn nice luh! And I can wake up at like 7 every morning if i stay there? School's just so near lah, okay maybe 6.45. But it's better than now right, i wake up at like 5.45, 6, 6.05? hahaha, :B This post is quite random lah, anyways. I finally can type ! :D Trust me, if your keyboard ever get spoilt. GO GET A NEW ONE IMEDIATELY. Dont bother trying the on screen keyboard, DONT. If you are really angry then I have no comments. After all, I dont see what I've done wrong. I mean, you're not the only one that wants to ask me out. So if I were to agree to go with A then B would be angry isnt it? Then If I were to go with B, A would be angry isnt it? So isn't the best solution is to go home? Plus, I have visitors coming to my place. SO? If you were think that Im lying about going home straight, then after school tomorrow follow me to the car and ask my mum, how bout that? :/ ANYWAYS, OMGEEEEEEEEEEZ. I GOT 17 MARKS FOR CHINESE TEST! YAY! Eh, I thought I got 5 marks kz. So compare 17 with 5, it's a big difference. (: Alright, I have decided to work really really hard for the next re-test. Hahaha, I cant believe we're all having a re-test cos the results was like -.- Im not being arrogant or anything but I just dont like it when people gets angry with me for no reason or I would say stupid reasons, :/ The five days holiday past fast and it's time to go back to school tomorrow, ): yknow thats bad, RAWR. anyways, I went Changi Airport by mrt today! woooo, hahhaha. Im not crazy, it was just cool. I mean everytime I go airport, I'll go by car. No fun at all, :D this time, i went alone but it was quite interesting. Taking the sky train and stuff, too bad I didnt had time to go T3. I wanted to cos I thought I was early. Apparently, when I alighted frm the skytrain at T1 where Melia& Brenda's belt was. It was stated on the tv thingy that their plane landed already, -.- Yeap, so I ran to their belt. Hoping very much that they didnt left, thank God. And they thought I couldnt make it. Hahaha, after that. We took cab to brenda's place, her maid took her luggage and stuff. And we continued cabbing to Mer's place. Oh i tell you, the Cab driver is screwed man. No offence, but he's really really screwed. I mean, we told him Brenda's condo name which is Dunean(sP?) Gardens. He went to Dunean(SP?) road, and he gave us black face with that angry voice when he knew it was wrong. I mean, doood. We're paying , so what we're students. :/ Then we told him lucky plaza, he even asked us, Lucky plaza residence or the shopping mall. We said residence, HE ACTUALLY BOUGHT US TO FAR EAST PLAZA. I tell you, HE TOTALLY CHEATED OUR MONEY. Anyways, we put Mer's stuff back to her place. Then we went over to Paragon where we went to Toy Rs and got scolded, :/ scolded for playing with each other, what the. Oh yes, we bought the eletronic monoploy. and then we bought our dinner too and we headed back to mer's place. Where we started our dinner and started playing with the monoploy! Coool stuff yo, :B Anyways, gotta go. I've gotta go school early and by myself tomorrow. ): Happpy CNY yall! It's CNY, :D I just came back from Cheenatown. Yeap, morning shopping at Cheenatown was okay-okay. I didnt really like it though, :/ I was like sneezing all the way, thats why. Oh well, how I spent my New year eve. Lets say it's yesterday cos today has came, hmm. I went school myself, :D Then we had the celebration thing. It was quite funnny at some part of the concert, :) Oh and for the competition. AlinaAlicia, me & Celeste. The four of us anyhow vote, :B Hmm, school ended earlier. Like 9.30 (: So I rushed home, and quite soon my Uncle& his family together with my grandpa came for reunion LUNCH. :D It was cool, I was putting pratically everything on the hot plate. Including the veg that was suppose to be in the steamboat soup. Dinner, I went to Aunt Jac's place. Where we had steamboat again, at least it was different. I enjoyed it but was kind of still full over from lunch. After dinner, we all just slacked by the teevee. While I dozed off, :P Yes, I slept thru 12 midnight too. I woke up at around, 12.40? yeap, :D After everything, we got reached and went to Cheenatown for a walk. Farah and I bought the malted candy thingy that has our animal shape. My dog didnt really looked like a dog, anyways. Halfway thru, my dog started breaking and it's ass broke and went flabbby. Hahahaha. Anyways, I got some pictures from Kaiwei's party and some random things. :D  The Birthday Girl, :D First attempt wasnt really, Thats was went everyone kind of got a little high, :D I saw this at some shop at Cheenatown! :DDDDSorrry, I was too tired to post yesterday. Anyways, yesterday. Hmmm, I went vivo. Kaiwei's birthday celebration, at Marche. (: I made new friends, hahaha. Well, thanks Kaiwei for the treat! And Happy Birthday! Yes, it's on the 8th but early greeting luh. (: Hope you enjoyed yesterday, or though it was quite weird at times. We all enjoyed ourselves :D Today totally sucked, the whole day. I was so tired, and I was like tearing like the whole time. Miss Chan thought something had happened to me when she saw my eyes wet. Chinese, urgh. Lao shi said that only 6 or 8 people in our class passed and the lowest is 5. Oh please, Im not surprised if Im one of those who got 5. Im kind of getting panicky tho! Hahaha, ): I was literally falling asleep but I got woken up by some cooodoo that screamed. :/ Time flies by fast, it's CNY again. And I somewhat wonder that God is telling me that I cannot use my CNY red packets. Because every year, yknow. EVERY YEAR. Just before CNY, something would just happen and when CNY comes I have to use my CNY money to pay my mummy to whatever had happened. I cant remember, but something happened so I had to pay with my own money. This year, I spoilt my mum's laptop. :/ How wonderful, so much of wanting to go shopping. Half day tomorrow, (: I would admit and say that I dont like being nagged at. It sucks big time, rawr. Anyways, went SMU today. For the one live thing, it was quite interesting yet sadd. I have a negative stamp on my right hand, :) It was raining quite heavily, so had lunch at TCC. It costed a bombbb please, oh well. Nevertheless, the cheese cake was awesome. There isnt really a point eating good food now cos I kind of puke everything out at night. It's not on purpose, I am NOT anorexia. It's my cough and I somehow have a feeling my stomach flu's gonna come back. It's like, I would cough and keep cough then after that I would puke. The cough just cant stop, which annoys me the most. :/ I hate it. GAH. Stuck with lit homework, cos I kind of suck in drawing yknow. Urgh, my cough isnt getting better. In a matter of fact, it's getting worse. And I've been puking a lot at night before i sleep. :/ Anyways, I think I've been daydreaming too much lately. Thats bad, I daydream a lot during classes too lah. Tsk tsk, kids. Dont learn from me. ): My mum was talking to me about ______. That _______'s mum told her many things about ______. And I totally CANNOT believe whatever my mum said luh. It's friggin surprising. Hahaha, oh well. ( There's a reason why it's blank, obviously to keep the person's identity anon.) Oh well, today. I went AliciaAlina's place, and I got my first CNY red packet of 2008! Hahaha, their grandma's damn nice. I helped her do her red packets, so by right I should be getting 4 bucks. ( Okay, Im not suppose to be talking about it but.) But their grandma added more to the one she gave me. Hahaha! Nice Grandma, but she has many scandals too. Within the family yo, you must go to their place then you'll understand. After that, went church. Mentoring was cancel due to my commissioning thingy. Oh well, after church. I followed my mum to RP, where her friend treated like a full table of us to buffet. There were 8 of us, and we spent 428++ all together. As in , the cost per person for the buffet is really exp. And we're already given discount, without discount it would be a BOMB. The buffet was okay okay, i find the rice balls really cute. And when you go to the counter, they would ask: How many balls would you like? It sounds friggin wrong luh. Anyways, overall the dinner was okay. I was really bloated tho, anyways. I went borders with my mum, wanted something but decided to get it without my mum. :DDDD Somewhat, this week has been quite sucky. Today was quite horrible, maybe with a little bit of fun. Well, Im happy i didnt fail my maths paper. I forgot to bring my hat and hairnet. I managed to get a hat but no a hairnet. Hence, I had to tied my hair which was like totally screwed lah. And that hairspray shit that made my hair as hard as the pin. I had a hard time guessing which was pin and which was my hair when I was removing the pins off my hair. no kidding, :/ Chinese, like I said. It should be expected to fail the paper. The verdict would prolly be out on monday, Laoshi seems to be a free teacher so she should be able to have marked everyone's paper. Monday will prove that what I expect is totally true. English was horrrrrible, I didnt had any juice. And when the Juice started flowing, I ran out of time. Urgh urgh urgh, such a bummer. GB was a little screwed, well for me cos of my hair. And we had all rushed and was late for 13 seconds which requires us to do 13 mins of hentak as punishment. so, we did 6 today and we're gonna do 7 the week after CNY. I tell you , after drills my hair totally screwed to the max. It wasnt as screwed when GB started. But after drills, it was a goner. Oh yes, i got my stage 1 badge :D Oh oh oh and oranges! Lets eat them now, :DDDDD Im starting to feel like a pig all over again. |