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so sleep alone tonight
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NDP today was pretty cool , and fun as usual. HAHAH. Must be th company ;] Anyways, everything was great. Except for th sunny sun, D: Good for tanning, i got friggin sunburnt -.- But not good for our boots, it sucks. And I have totally confirmed that _____ is uber weird. and somewhat annoying. Some of them were uber bo liao , to come take pictures of Angeline is my new partner ! ;] it was funny when we were going back to th convention hall. I got pretty HIGH , even though I was tired. HAHAHA. Don't ever ask why. ;P But srsly, those GOH Navy guys & Police are pretty hot in their uniforms ! :P so anyways, how wonderful to have vesper outside th mrt station eh. We had vesper, 8 plus, next to a bus stop where Lavendar MRT was. -.- everyone was staring at us. so anyways, i got NDP tickets for NE show next week. Wow? -.- so yes, went dinner at Mac with WanYee and Joanne. HAHA. we talked about many things over dinner. ;] Like , Lor Mee , Rambutan Head and much more? HAHA. so yes, Im home now but pretty tired. With sunburnt on my face, and leg aching like maddddd. D: Melia & Alina , sorry guyz. I know I kind of pms-ed this morning. DANG. Dont know whats gotten into me. -.- Anyways, LJ yesterday was weird. -.- we went tiong bahru market. Had fun with my group. After LJ , I went TP with Rachel , Zemaine , Rhondda & Calanthea ! HAHA. as usual , its uber fun going out with them. Today's , weird. My body and mind is still kind of in th hols mood. -.- Don't talk about Mr Teng advertising me to his PE classes -.- What th crap. I better run when I see him tomorrow. Th thing is, I got selected for th HK exchange programme but idk if i want to go. Lets just put it straight, I dont like being left out and if I go , there would most likely be a possibility for me to be left out. Get it, Im not being arrogant or whatsoever. It's just th feeling, damn. Who likes to be feel left out. -.- Should I fill th form or not? Wow, I got a shocked. This is actually my 500th post. Impresive ;] First Day of school today. Managed to chiong finish all my hols homework other than chinese. HA. Apparently, th teachers didnt collect th homeworks. For once, i was ready to hand in th work and no one collected. -.- School was usual, i was just tired. New maths teacher, he's rather.. Idk, maybe first impression not that good. Will see when we have more maths lessons. Back to school, was great seeing everyone. Western stall auntie ! Rachel Ming! Alina Chia! Chia Chia! Zemaine! Rhondda! and so on. Yeah, great to see those i missed. Learning journey this wed, -.- tiong bahru market, wow. Learning journey eh. Petathon this saturday, but skipping! Yay. NDP overrules school ;] Talking bout Petathon, it was funny how we were discussing about bringing a pet. And how Mrs Shum asked us to buy a live duck or chicken as our pet. HAHAHA. I was telling Mrs Shum, we should go to th zoo and rent some animals. Like th horses , or elephant. People can ride on horses, and a elephant can carry at least 3 people ! HAHAHAHA. so anyways, im not going. ;] Anyways, Bestfriend. What ____ told me, it is really true? Did __ really changed you? Are you not as innocent as before? Many questions going thru my mind. Didnt we just agreed to go to th same class for th next few years of secondary school? Okay, it doesnt link. But did you serious do those things that ____ told me? Sometimes, its better to watch your attitude. and you'll be better off if you let some feelings out. those you shared with me , they aint open up. Its all just general problems we all face at home. Open up, share with me or whosoever you feel comfortable with. Don't just keep all to yourself. -.- NDP today was great ! ;] Somewhat , th most tiring but th most enjoyable. We got our gloves and umbrellas ! YAY. Haha. It was totally a different kind of feel today. Pretty cool feeling ;] We had th totally totally full run, and with th gloves and umbrellas. When we were dismissed , th feeling of running out towards suntec was just shiok. And , th marching from suntec to marina was great too ! ;] Other than th sun , ): Actually, i like th sun. Then I can get tan , but i dont like th sun burning th boots. It brings pain to my leg. HAHA. Th feeling is like , your feet is burnt. & like you will feel like there's this chao da part on your leg but its actually nothing. HAHA. Many people were staring but oh well. Enjoyable many , :] we had people waving at us too ! HAHA. Th holding area at suntec was good, but th aircon's uber cold. Like, freezing cold. Lunch was okey , kfc ;] dinner was way too early and disgusting. I mean, th peas again. Oily peas , ew. They had soymilk , milo van & old chang kee for us today. HA. Yeap, its funny how we all started talking about th hot guys. HAHA. & nicole's type was actually th sembcorp older uncles. HAHAHAHAH. Speaking of umbrellas , th holding of umbrellas were good. Kind of helps me a little during th whole parade , when my legs feels pain , I'll just squeeze th grip. HAHA. Daydreaming & ego-ing in my heart was great help too. HAHA. Retarded , but helpful. Oh yah , and I saw Ryan there today. HAHA. so anyways , today we ended around 7 plus. Reached back HQ only at around 8.15? did vesper and all th stuff. And my mum came at about 840 or later? Cant really remember. Oh well, its time for me too sleep. I need sleep , :] CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP. My hair , my hair. Screwed is th word. D: Dang. anyways, had lunch with my mummy, auntie Jack and auntie Carlise ! we went to Coffee Club at some office building. Hahah. Th roads there are like , Office Ladies & Office mens , they just walk as if they owned it. HA. and its flooded with people in suit. You see many many many humans in suits walking around. Yeah , after that went over to united sq with my mum for some collection crap. Then went to cut my hair, which was horrrrribleeeee. I look like some idiotic retarded mushroom head person. -.- Its not even bangs. RAWR. I can cry yo. Gosh, stupidddddddddddddd. Oh yah, i was too into th hair thing and i forgot. I HAD A FRIGGING SCARY AND DRAMA-MAMA DREAM. I wouldnt call it a nightmare but its frigging scary. It's pretty long and detailed. In summary , its about this crazy kidnapper that only kidnaps teens and he keeps them all in this BIGGGG cage. So yeah , im one of th teens. and apparently, his first victim. Th detailed parts are th scary ones. Summary isnt really scary luhs. OMG , frigging scary. It's funny how I miss school yet I dont wanna go back to school. School hols this time is way too fast, another week and is back to business yo. D: NDP was okay, i didnt go for th last full run cos Mdm Angeline didnt allowed me to due to my headache. Dang, now I know sleeping is good for NDP. When I've lack of sleep, headache comes in -.- RAWRRR. Anyways, talking about NDP. No offence, but GB is somewhat too over protective over us. In a way, good and bad. Good in th sense as, when we were made to sit under th sun, Mdm Angeline scolded th army people. When we were made to run in th rain, our officers were insisting on a NO. ( in th end, we still ran) Well, but i think thats not th point. That shows that we are well taken care of. Bad in th way that, we do not get th chance to look after our own belonging. -.- Looking at th other CCAs, they get to bring their bags along to Marina, they get to keep their phones. Only GB's th one, being over protective. Not that its not good, but maybe its time for them to let us learn how to look after our own stuff ? Oh well. Th full parade was awesome, lets just hope i'll get to perform on actual day. we were timing, and th full parade was actually about 55 mins? Dang, we gotta stand for that long. Thats no wonder how our legs were numb at th dismissal. HA. Humans goes for plastic surgery while my mum's car goes for metal surgery. HAHAHA. so anyways, back from Church Camp ! It was great, i had funn. My room was good, it was a suite and uber spacious. Th aircon was very cold, but this year th hotel was a little screwed. With th broken down aircon in th ballroom for day 2 or 3? cant remember, and lots of people had problems with their rooms. Well then again, overall was good. This year games were good too, Jeremy & I had th Ask station. It was fun, and funny looking at all of th campers trying to use other dialects to communicate. HAHA. this year, th committee team was called Malachi ! Hahah, sessions were good. this year, Pastor David Leong had notes printed for us. Which was good. My sessions everyday were pretty funny, sitting with jon & zeb. you'll just have to keep laughing. esp with their 'chest hair' , bailey mint and all their craps. hahaha. last night was good, i had a talk with Aunt Carlise and she taught me things. and helped me overcome my fear and doubts. that night, we all were playing polar bear till about 2 going 3am. and then waking up early th next morning, all feeling sleepy. hahaha. Talent night was about sharing th vision of some of us had during th soaking session. My soaking session was.. i had a thought but i was pretty doubtful about it thats why i deny it. which, i know i was wrong i guess. today was pretty much nothing, talking to jex, going for funeral and back home? gotta wake up early tomorrow for the cremation thingy. so ciao, feeling pretty scared about NDP this sat. Never know what's gonna happen, uber scare that im gonna get scolded. -.- pictures of camp would prolly be up when Alvin uploads pictures taken by Niki. HAHAHA. Wahahah. Im back from twins place. Had funnnn again yo. oh & guess whuuut , i survived the whole day with 3 hours of sleep only. i slept at 11 yesterday, and woke up at 2 and didnt go back to sleep anymore. (: i slept a little while at their place , on the chairr. hahaha. we had fun , and when ALINA CHIA was th childish one that started using their cousins' watergun. then we started playing, HAHA. Dang, i got wet. Alicia was using the chair to protect herself luhs. -.- yeah, and we went into th room. they got ready to sleep & stuff. we chat , played , and tried to take ghostly pictures. Hahahha, pictures of me and alicia. Alina was like th back up crew. HAHAH ! she was holding the alarm clock and my psp as the light. (:  take a good look, you see my tongueee? (: Can you see Alicia? HAHA. ITS ME YO. Alicia ; Alicia again ; HAHAH.Rachel Ming & Zemaine are back from th JAPANEXCHANGEEE ; YAYYYO; miss them yo. Anyways, they bought us presents. Thanks ♥ ; yeah anyways, went back to school for the IT training crapp. And then we all went to Rachel Ming's place. Wahahaha , didn't do much. Was pretty much talking, and goofing around. HAHA. we had lots of fun , NDP last week was goood, it was at Nee Soon camp. as usual , quite fun. This time it was raining , so th sun wasnt there ): But , my tan line now is super obvious. And Im finally tanner than alina again. YAYYYO. |