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so sleep alone tonight
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I dont really know what to blog about. & Yeahk, I cut bangs. Its rather screwed now but it will be better when it starts growing. :B Its the news year eve eh! So much for 2009, Im so not looking forward to it. Prolly cause of school. /: Say Im being stubborn or whatsoever k, but I AM STILL NOT OVER THE MATTER OF THE CLASS. /: & Yes, I have not done my homework. My nametag is missing in action. Everything is not ready. I AM NOT READY FOR SCHOOL. Dont even talk about camp, -.- If I can make a wish right now, I'll wish for 2009 to take its time to come. Oh yes, overdued pictures.  Balloons for me, you and her! :D.
 Alicia's retard bearrr, :B.
 :D.I love everyone! (Random? :B. )
Domokunnn, <3> Finally I got a blogskin that worked, ! You dont wanna know what I've been through. Anyb, Christmas has just passed. AND FREAK!! stupid school's gonna start. How wonderful. Nevertheless, thanks to those that greet and gave me presents. :D Lets see, 2009 is coming in 3 days time. School is friggin starting in less than a week time. WHAT THE CRAP. I have not even gotten my books yet and Im not ready for friggin school ! Talking about 2009, mayb I'll type a thankyou list on 30th of dec. :D Dang. I need to be cutting my hairrr, should I cut bangs? :B Weird but I feel like, I wonder how I would look like in bangss. HAHAH. I really wonder, :D. RAWR. I got cheated by the florists are CORO. D: Dont wanna talk about it. Anyb, happybirthday Twins! love you guys, hope you guys like the balloons. I went like up and down just to get them k. HAHAHA. Can you imagine me, carrying three balloons walking on the friggin street? Dang. Things I want, I get them but still.. Im just getting what I want in this stupid world but. No one understands me neither do i think they would bother to care. Whatever k, I give up. You ask me why I dont want to go home. But How am I suppose to answer you. /: Certain things, its difficult and confusing. Leaving my poor brain and heart to handle all these overwhelming feelings. /: So much thoughts and feelings, and problems and worries. Enough to drain all the energy out of my body. Leaving me feeling damn tired, and finds it aimless. God said he had a plan for me. But is suppose to be this ? If yes, Im on the edge of giving up already. Its too much for me to handle, and I dont think Im strong as I thought I was. Im tired, I dont want to fight on anymore. I dont have that much energy. Im no longer that oh-happy-go-lucky girl, or what people thinks. No longer, its-okay-just-ignore-it. I dont think I can take it longer. Im sorry Im rude, but you dont understand me. & I do not want to explain myself anymore. So much to say, but i guess no one would be there to listen and no shoulder which I can trust on to lie on. This whole world is too overwhelming. The weight is still on me, but I dont think Ive much strength to hold on. HAHAHAHAHA. Imma gonna blog like some primary school kid. :D. Today, I just came back from camp. HAHAHAH. No lah. Anyboos, im back from youth camp. :D. It was a small group this year, but im pretty sure we bonded A LITTLE. Esp with everyone's chinese nameee. HAHAHA. :D. Lets see, FIRSTDAY Jex & Samuel carpulled. Mummy sent the three of us there and yeap. Campsite was, hmm pretty good. Back to Nature yoz! Anyboos, girls guys one bunk each. We had briefing & lunch. HAHAHAH, surprising the food at the campsite was good! :D. So yeap, then we had games. Pretty fun, more of funny. HAHAHAH. Zeb's game, the M&M one was damn funny. Everyone took like a lot of M&Ms. Andrew was the best, 23 M&Ms. HAHAHAH. Oh well. Chinese double wacko was awesome lah. HAHAHA, I tried to sabo people as much as I can. :D. Apparently, they found the game pretty stressful. HAHAHAH. Oh well. :B Dinner was good, sermon was good too! The speaker was good. & We played PolarBearrrrrrrr! HAHAHAH. :D. I tell you, from this camp onwards, I'll most prolly be the person thats gonna be killed off at first round every polarbear game. Cause practically the whole camp, everyone always votes me off! Rahzz. SECOND DAY First night was k. I couldnt sleep. -.- And then it started raining at 4:28, hahahah i told you i couldnt sleep. So yeah, so I started to freeze. There wasnt PT cause of the rain. Breakfast was pretty okay. Sermon was good, as usual. Oh yah! The friggin training room has a friggin rat staying there and it stinks like CRAAAAAAP. Lunch-ed, and we had workshop first cause of the rain. Jas thought maybe it would be better if the workshop goes first and we moniter the weather first. 4SL was damn funny. Zeb's damn funny luhs. He was like, Hi. I am PiaKia. I want to become a christian. HAHAHA. I TELL YOU, I couldnt stop laughing. I couldnt even talk lah. Omgz. After that was games! Thank God the rain kind of stopped, and we got to play one game. The game was good, but I think its a little screwed. Thats what I think, but it isnt Zeb's fault. Im serious, its something but I dont know what. It wasnt as cool as I thought cause I got WET. What the heck. Im damn lazy to blog luhs. Sorrry. I feel like a pigz but whatever k. I'll stop here. What the heck. Zeb is not cool. He sucks. HAHAHAHA. No lah. But he's damn ASS lah. He keep disturbing me with his I-DONT-KNOW-REAL-OR-FAKE language in msn. And he is still is now. -.- Piakia, d:< & In any case, I have learnt not to trust him. HAHAH. so byez. I apologize for being lazy. :B Dang. Hopefully Im not too late, HAPPYBIRTHDAY NICOLE SHUM! Idk if the post will be before or after midnight. But according to the time Im typing right, it's 12:18. Yeah, dont ask why. But it just goes that way. :D. Anyways, HERE'S THE PICTURES. (: 
ANGEL'S HAIR! HAAHAHAH, i swear its my first time trying it! (: 
Domokun ! <3> 
Superman yo! :B 
Imma a supergirl too, :D.  
 HAHAHA. Ignore my stupid spastic eyes. 
 Somebody trying to act holy uhs. HAHAHAH,
  
 I swear I hate my eyes! I hate my eyes to the maxxxxxxxx, mexico. :BBB Too high, Im tired. Nights yall, :D Wazzzzup! HAHAHAHA, im rather high. If you dont like it, thats your problem k. HAHAHA :D anyboos, woke up damn early today! Rahz. I met Jex at Macs at tiong for breakfast, at about 9.30. After he left, carol came looking for me at tiong at about 12.45++ HAHAHA. And our appointment was actually 12. She's like damn early lah. :D We walked around tiong. Had lunch at KFC. I bought socks & Domokun keychain! HAHAHA. damn kute. After that, we went over to BPP. Walked around, bought my hp thing. & here we are at her house! HAHAHAHAH! she cooked spaghetti for me. Hope I dont die k, HAHAHA. just joking. :D. It taste OKAY OKAY lah. HAHAHA. Anyways, I'll post up the pictures when Im home. Gotta go for church later. O_o Gotta go, bye! :D I AM FEELING ALL HIGH, but I dont know why. :D Omgzxzz. Im damn pissed! I know I shouldnt be. But its damn annoying. Stupid. I tell you, I hate those that has balls to blog about things/people but are not ballsy enough to face the consq. They dared to blog but they always delete tags that people attack to their blogging. Its like -.- Honestly, I dont really care k. But I was pissed and I saw this matter, i became even more pissed. Wahlau. Stupid. I admit my chinese sucks okay, but that doesnt mean you have to correct it and show me black face. Wahlau, I went to buy grassjelly & soymilk, I didnt know how to order in chinese. But very nicely the person serving me was chinese-educated. K, she's from China. Not saying anything. But I am the customer afterall. If you cant understand my english, then how do you continue on working ? plus, i said grass jelly. Thats what you usually sell, if you're not good in english. The least you should know what you're selling right ? What the heck. You can laugh at my chinese but you dont have to correct it in my face with the -pissed-tone k. And Don't you dare show me black face! :P I dont know why, but I feel better. HAHAHAAH. Maybe I just needed to let go. Ass. You dont understand english my fault ah. Its my fault I didnt learn my chinese well lah. But still, !#$^^%#$$%#@@! SO YES, today! HAHAHH. I went to PS to meet twins & the auntiefamily. We went for lunch & shopping. Then we went to the Build-a-bear shop thing, for Ange to do her bear. HAHAH. I tell you, the Husky and the Penguin is so kute!! :D Anyone nice, would like to get me one for Christmas? :D. HAHA, kidding. After that, we spent the whole time at arcade. Somebody called Alina Chia said she would NEVER lose in car driving. Mario driving to be exact. HAHAAH. Who's the wonderful person who won 1st eh? :D. me! HAHAAHH. sorry, Im a bit high but a bit pissed. Yeah. So, after that we went to watch Madagascar2(sp? too lazy to check :P) Now I want to watch Hotel for Dogs! :D. K, now Im too lazy to continue. Besides, nothing much. It's just their house and homie. :D. I was looking at pictureszx. So I thought I'll post them up. I was missing HK, cause Shimin started talking to me about it. HAHAHAH. Anyboos, these pictures are grabbed from Melissa's facebook. So credits to her k. (: Yeah, I wanna go back to HK!! Melia & I keep talking about flying back. & mer, awwwt. I saw your blog. HAHAHAH, so sweet of you to miss me eh! So surprising also ! HAHAHAH. Joking. anyboos, hurry fly back from indo then we all can go HK. P.S : Im talking to Tulasi. & She wants me to do this. Im damn nice, so Im doing it. (:
Singapore Aiport!   Disneyland !   The Princess dontknow what. (:    Blizer, day 1 in school ! (:  Day 2, BBQ. Risa. This is from Melissa's class. But My class had it too! Ewwwt right. Ox eyeball O_O Damnit, where are my eyes.   Dontworry, Melia & I are fine. We aint nutcases! (:  Day 7, Sports day.   After OceanPark, our stuff ! Going to the MTR, (: Sharon's place. (: Sisters! (: HappyFamily, without Chev. where did you go, I miss you so. I'll be here if you need me. should I be even talking to you ? Bokteng ! My eyes aint freaky okay! D:< Neither are my nails. What's wrong with grey contacts? HAHAHAHAH. I dont look like a wolf either okayy ! Rahz. Im feeling sick, D: My stomach feels damn awful. & Im tired. I guess I'll go sleep soon. But I feel like talking to you. Will there be a miracle? Where you would randomly come talk to me ? My hair is growing longer ! O_O I dont know if it's good or badd. Oh well. Today was goooddd. In the morning, I met Retard at CCK mrt. & We headed to Bishan J8, had brunch at macszxz. Where I had the mega mac ! Omgzxz. It's damn bigzxz ! After that, BokTeng & Dorcas came. I couldnt finish my fries cause of the mega mac, so gave them to Bokteng. Played/talked/slaccked at macs. Then we went to the LIBRARY. hahahahah, we damn guai right. :D Carol & I didnt really read any books or whatsoever. We actually sat down and started takingpicturezxz & writing down our Christmas list. HAHAHAH. Yes, a whole lot of people to givezz. After spending about, 20-30 mins there, we went back to J8. To catch BeverlyHills Chihuahua! HAHAHAHA. so much about being guai. :D The movie was not bad. After movie, went to KFC while Bokteng eats. & we all slacked there. Im tired. Oh, and I got my new laptop! HAHAH. Nothing good/interesting, but Im very thankful to my mummy k. (: Pictureszx time ! (: Mega-Mac yozxz.  The burger was in a mess even before I started eating ! I swear its true !   HAHAHAH. Bokteng! (: Once again, the unglam picturezxz.               I got tired of waiting Wondering if you were ever coming around |
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